Stage lean at 6 weeks out!!

So much to update on! April went surprisingly well and I was prepared for May to be ROUGH. I am HUNGRY and obsessed with food. The only time I’m not thinking about food is when I’m at the gym or sleeping, otherwise I’m counting down the minutes to my next meal. BUT, the weight has consistently been falling off and my tie ins keep looking better and better. Monday were my first outdoor check ins and I low key was obsessed with them. I was fully expecting my coach to drop my calories and instead I heard words I’d never imagined hearing: WE ARE STAGE LEAN! This means no more weight loss, cruising to the stage and recomping! I still can’t believe it. I do NOT feel ready. Matter of fact I hate the physiques I currently have LOL but I trust that we are going to fill me out!

I went into this so blind and clueless and I’m so happy I never attempted to ask too many questions because the more I learn, the more I realize they know exactly what they’re doing! I am SO damn proud to be coached by the best.

I’m literally on a high and grateful for this entire prep experience. It could not have gone any better so far. My calories never went too low. Cardio never stayed too high. No tears have been shed. I met the most amazing teammate to chat with all day. The list goes on and on. I’m so happy with how things are going and as I skate into these last 6 weeks, I’m praying for some changes that will boost my confidence! Whether that be in my posing, or in my physique! The goal is to get that overall. I would literally die. But I know I cannot go into it expecting a win nor do I honestly feel like I have what it takes. But there’s always a chance and I’m going to do whatever it takes!