Peak offseason

I can’t believe it’s been 5 whole months since I last updated! I’m going to be better with this!

Okay so our “6 week mini cut” turned into 14 weeks and I dropped down to 140 which is about 8 lbs up from stage weight. It was pretty disappointing because last time at 140 I looked more muscular. It could be the change in PEDs or just body fat distribution (I felt like it stuck around longer in the legs this cut.)

I ended my cut with a breast aug and decided to reimplant 285cc UTM. It was the easiest recovery physically however I do not recommend reversing out of a cut while lying around. I was literally terrified of rebounding but believe it or not, I was only getting tighter. I think my body loved the rest! I reversed from 1400 calories up to 2300 without gaining any weight. NUTS.

It finally caught up a couple weeks ago and we started gaining 1-2lb a week which was terrifying. When I can only afford to gain less than 10 lbs in 7 months, already being up 6 lbs in 2 months is scary! So we switched to high/low days which I’m enjoying.

I’m still relearning what my new normal is when it comes to free meals. I don’t like feeling the pressure, restrictions or loss of control that can come with them so I’m trying to regain control, not feel so restricted or shamed and not hyperfocus on food. We are improving through trial and error.

6 months in with Drew has been the best decision I’ve ever made. I was so worried about finding a coach who wanted my pro card as badly as I do. You guys, he might even want it more. 🤣 The amount of phone calls this man has made to make sure I remember the assignment is crazy. And I’m eager to not let him down.

So here we are less than 6 months from prep and 14 lbs above stage and I’ve never looked better. I’m stoked I have all this time left to grow and I know I’ll have a jaw dropping transformation. I’ve never worked harder for anything in my life and I haven’t given less than 100% since I started.

Let’s grow 🍑 💪