10 days out

The hunger is slowly increasing and last night was the first night in weeks that I felt that uncomfortable hunger pain at night along with anxiety. I remember having that 12ish weeks out when the cut was cutting but would at least always wake up to a new low. And currently my weight is just being stubborn this week. I have NO idea when they will start carbing me up but sooooooon. We are just 5 days from peak week and a few days from the start of glam so things are getting real! I’m feeling more confident in my posing and plan on stepping that up even more over my last week!

I still need to adjust my suit top so there’s no gap. One of my struggles is feeling less confident in my comp suit than my posing suit. Wild.

Also starting to get nervous for the recomp and post show binging because I’m just out of this world hungry. But praying that flexibility will help.

Confidence is everything right now and I am grateful it’s coming back but will need to pray pray pray!